you would kill for this

emily_lauren @ 2005-12-02T22:21:00

2005-12-03T04:18:10Z

darn curfews especially 9 oclock ones yes 9

emily_lauren @ 2005-11-02T16:29:00

2005-11-02T22:27:38Z

so i have not updated in at least 5 months so hello everyone ya halloween sucked so next halloween someone call me cause ill probablly have a phone after christmas so you all call me
ok im bored so peace out

emily_lauren @ 2005-08-20T23:03:00

2005-08-21T04:03:14Z

i have fun tonight i miss going and listening to GOOD stuff

emily_lauren @ 2005-08-11T17:50:00

2005-08-11T22:50:41Z

today was ok i like all my classes and i was extremly hyper last night and this mornign but it was good pray for my mom and dad they went to Florida to be with my uncle i think the funerals monday so pray

emily_lauren @ 2005-08-03T14:46:00

2005-08-03T19:46:10Z

i got a effin car !!!!!!!!!!!!

emily_lauren @ 2005-07-21T16:50:00

2005-07-21T21:52:56Z

i have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world i havnt seen him in forever i saw him yesterday for the first time in a long time it was soo good . and he suprised me with a vase full of flowers and in the bottom was broken glass and it was so pretty because it sprakled it looked like diamonds hehehhehehehe so i put it on my dresser and steven wrote i heart u on my mirror with shoe polish it was the best i love him soo much !!

emily_lauren @ 2005-07-15T01:10:00

2005-07-14T06:14:09Z

READ IF YOU WANNA IT REALLY MAKES YOU THINK I KNOW ITS LONG SO GET OVER IT AND READ ive realized that i may not be the best person outthere and may not be the best christain i can be and have a deep conversation with God everyday and every second liek some poeple and be passionate with everything that i say and do and i may be angyr , stupid, mean, a plain butthole , selfish, and act retarted and do somethings out of meaness but im ok with taht because i realized i have a reaally weird mind and i think im scared of it liek tonight at chruch i heard a ticking noise and i thought it was a bomb and i started to freak out but to myself cause i was in church and i was thinking why isnt everyone getting up and gettting out of the building and i was covniced that there was a bomb but i didnt want to be a distraction so i just stood there and sang but i was thinking friday night that i dont really long to have a deep passiontate relationship with christ at least not yet i would like to but i dont think im ready its kinda like dating a guy in the sence that you would like for him to ask you our but you sitll want to be friends and i know that wasnt a really good illustration but oh well and i want more knowledge about GOd and christ and the bible i think i have to be self assured and know things and thier place before they go in my life and i believe in God and i htink he's awesome and good things happen when im in his will and hes in my life but i want to grow in him and i think having a consistency with him like reading your bible and praynig is good for now and maybe later on ill have 8 hour singing to him and reading but i just cant seem to convicne myself that hes all i need i known it i just dont think i can believe it why would he give me a mind so complex and puzzled if hes so simple gah im blown away i tried to talk to some people but i feel liek i need more closure so comment if you wanna

emily_lauren @ 2005-06-29T00:14:00

2005-06-29T05:06:39Z

How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands say	I'm always here even if you have to reach for me.
Your eyes say	You're amazing.
Your hugs say	This is where you are meant to be.
Your kisses say	I almost can't believe you love me.
Your body says	I want to wake up beside you.
Your heart says	Ich liebe dich.

Quiz created with MemeGen!

emily_lauren @ 2005-06-29T00:11:00

2005-06-29T05:04:36Z

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	mysterious
Your hugs are...	friendly
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	irresistable
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	one of a kind

Quiz created with MemeGen!

emily_lauren @ 2005-06-26T23:15:00

2005-06-27T04:08:31Z

i went to the cheesecake factory with my wonderful bf. and his parents and his sister and her husband it was fun and before that we went to church where we watched a gospel corteqt type of thing and me and steve made fun of them the whole time and laughed our faces off trying to be quiet because they were singing and they were metrosexual and looked homo it was a fun night

emily_lauren @ 2005-06-24T23:38:00

2005-06-25T04:34:00Z

last night i went to bible study it was really fun and then i spent the night with my cousin and she took me home then i went out to eat with my mom and dad then me and my mom went to walmart to find a one piece bathing suit for our church lake day wahoo . and i saw matt who was at the bible study and i had the same clothes on from yesterday and i looked all puffeyed because i laughed so hard at my dad that my eyes started to water and he kinda looked at me like i was stinky so it was really funny so now someone thinks im nasty hahahhahaha

emily_lauren @ 2005-06-18T22:13:00

2005-06-19T03:06:29Z

someone call me im really bored i need to get out this house is driving me crazy

emily_lauren @ 2005-06-17T01:14:00

2005-06-17T06:08:09Z

its my first entry wahoo